400 Miles

Moon River

Lately work has been so slow and surprisingly, it is draining the shit out of me! AND with what happened at work earlier today. .. . I’m not really sure if I want to be in this industry anymore. This job is becoming way too much to handle :( Three in a half years has literally drained me emotionally and physically (if you’re wondering, no I am not a stripper, lol). 

As of late, I haven’t been myself either. I can’t seem to get a grip of anything, or anyone. I’m sure a lot of it has to do with my surroundings. I need a break. A long break from the nightlife, work, family, friends, just everything! 

Family is Love.

My siblings and I threw a party for my parents last night. There were tears and joy. I’m so thankful for everything my parents everything. I’ve missed all my relatives, my grandparents, everyone! I love my life.

It’s funny how I imagine myself in a wedding gown. It’s funny how I already know which cut I want in a ring. It’s funny how I imagine myself walking down the aisle with a man waiting for me at the alter but I can’t see his face.  Life is weird. And, it has taken a tole of me. I woke up this morning feeling incomplete. Maybe it’s finally hitting me. Maybe I’m just a little sad that you’re really not a part of me anymore? I just need a few days. 

"Everything about me, it’s a part of you. Forever."

Idiot Girls

If you’re going to the damn clubs, when you have a boyfriend! And you’re dancing all over guys, pictures will be taken! They will be seen! Next time, just don’t do it!